Ang sampung kantang may lipon ng mga salitang pumapatay sa musikang pandaigdig.
(tagalog tayo ngayon :D)
10. There's an insect in your ear. If you scratch it won't disappear.
("Staring at the sun" by U2)
Remarks: Ang GALING!! Pwede ka nang pumasa ng grade 2.. "EAR - DISAPPEAR".. woah! Hmm magkarhyme nga naman tsk. Sabi ko nga.
9. War, war is stupid and people are stupid.
("War song" by Culture Club)
Remarks: Hulaan ko yung susunod na lyrics... "..and your seatmate is stupid?".. I knew it. Napaka HENYO.
8. Time is like a clock in my heart.
("Time" by Culture Club)
Remarks: Ibang level na 'tong bandang to. Wait. I-analyze nating mabuti. "TIME is like a CLOCK".... mahirap 'to. hmmm. 'di talaga ko sure eh. Styufid.
7. Young, black, and famous, with money hanging out the anus.
("Can’t nobody hold me down" by Puff Daddy feat. Mase)
Remarks: KADIRI. (caps lock). Kung sino man ang gumawa nito, it's either abnormal ka, or ABNORMAL ka talaga. Sabi na nga ba may problema 'to si Puff Daddy e. Severe LBM na 'yan. Anyways, siya ba talaga bumaril kay Tupac?
6. Lucky that my breasts are small and humble
so you don't confuse them with mountains.
("Whenever wherever" by Shakira)
Remarks: Bagay talaga sila ni pareng Puff. Kelan ba magkakaroon ng "Shakira feat. Puff Daddy" na kanta?... Sana AFTER ng End of the world na. amp.
5. I don't want to see a ghost. It's the sight that I fear most.
I'd rather have a piece of toast and watch the evening news.
("Life" by Des'ree)
Remarks: Magaling siya magkwento at in fairness, may sense. Kayo na humusga. HAYIP.
4. I know that he loves me 'cause it's obvious.
("Brown eyes" by Destiny's Child)
Remarks: TEKA. Baka nga naman obvious no??? ..... tsk napaka closed-minded ko naman. Kaya pala maraming na-iinlove sa kantang 'to. Papagalitan 'to ni Lito Camo.. OBVIOUS.. tse.
3. And I met a girl, she asked me my name I told her what it was.
("somewhere else" by Razorlight)
Remarks: WEHHHH??? Di nga?!?! Sinabi mo yung pangalan mo?!?! WTF?! Di ako makapaniwala!! Isa pang henyo 'to. Karapat-dapat nga siyang maging number 3 sa list. Haha. Another hayop na lyrics.
2. What you gon' do with all that junk? All that junk inside your trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk, get you love drunk off my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
my hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps (check it out).
("My humps" by Black Eyed Peas)
Remarks: Actually, pinag-isipan ko siyang ilagay sa number 1 ko eh. Close fight tsk. Go Fergie. Mag collaborate kayo ni Puff Daddy. Humps saka anus... Haaaaayy. Grabe na 'to.
1. Your butt is mine.
("Bad" by Michael Jackson)
Remarks: TRIVIA: Alam niyo bang unang line ng kanta 'to? Panalong panalo. Isang magandang tugtugin sa mga Prom, Ball, Formal gathering etc.. Usong-uso ang Anatomy ah. Di ako maka-get over. Winner.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Send my love to heaven
Here it is. The best story Man ever created. Read. It's WORTH it :)
..oh, ...and don't forget your good 'ol tissue paper :P
<3
What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten... that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show...
She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love. I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to a neighboring state at transfer because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when came out the loveliest girl I've ever seen.
She was four years old that time but then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back and then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, "Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So I help her climb up and when she reached the top she then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's Sam, what's yours?" I answered, "My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She smiled and said, "Well I like your name. Hey your tree house's neat!" then I replied, "Thanks! Troy and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball and go biking together. He was my best friend and I kind of miss him you know." She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things you do with Troy and I could be your new best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled and said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held her hand and said, "It's a deal then!"
So that's how it started. So we became best friends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a week's allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything her little heart desires.
The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more.
As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my best friend.
Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feeling hidden.
We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches wherever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at a distance with mixed feelings of anger and hurt! Because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her.
Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team to which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy. Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. Every time we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him. As she passes by me she doesn't know that I whisper the words "God how I love you."
Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up with their break up. Mixed feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because she was free and maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of what I wanted to do.
So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still are both young at heart. So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I could not bear of losing her again by telling her, "I love her". So I just kept my feelings even if it was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.
It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly said, "Well I just thought I would like to spend that night with my best friend." Then she continued in a whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my feelings for her. We… we're silent for a while until I finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your partner Sam. "The she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy I felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!”I ran slowed up so that I would lose which meant having to have her with me for another three hours or more.
Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for her to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a strapless white dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered, "To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then asked, "Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her. When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out her hand bowed and said, "Would you give me the honor of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor. It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell her that she would always be the beacon of light in my darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still haven't done it.
We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get one and when I returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie, where she was but she told me that she doesn't know. So I went to search for her. As I was searching for her, I reached the garden. There I saw two silhouette figures outlined by the moon's silvery light. They were so close to each other that I could never describe the feeling I had when I recognized the white dress that Sam was wearing that night. I just turned and left the gymnasium.
Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of her true feelings for me than to hear from those dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her if she comes into our house. In the hallways, as she approaches I would go to another direction. It also hurts to do those things but then I thought that was the best way to forget her. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride.
The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out the next day. As the program ended, she approached me and handed me a rose. As she stared at me, there was something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that I love her but then she turned and walked away from me.
So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my studies but still I think of her at night. I was always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard not to think of her but still I could not stop myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was done for her. I thought that if I will be successful one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her and by that time, I'm worthy of having her.
It was a year after our graduation when I decided to return home and see her again. I thought a year is too much for me not to see her and during the past year I felt like a person lost in the desert and only the sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her. Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I have loved her for a long time. This time I am determined to let her know my true feelings for her and I could not contain anymore the love I have for her. I reached their house; I saw her elder sister and I approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be a cheerful lady just like my dear Sam. I then asked, "Hi Jen! I guess you're surprised why I'm here. Well I just want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I kind of miss her you know. Mmm… by the way have you seen her?" All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she replied quietly "Come follow me."
I was confused with the way she's acting but still I followed her. As we were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a conversation but she just answered my question briefly. Then I realized that she was leading me to the direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left it, with the same oak tree, Sam and I used to climb up. I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I agreed to be her partner. It's been one of the happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed Sam more than I thought. Then Jen stopped walking and pointed to the tree. She then whispered, "There's Sam."
I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could not believe at what I saw and desperately tried convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare and I would soon wake up. I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching for explanations and she slowly started saying, "It has been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia, but even though she was sick, she never stopped thinking about you. It was even your name she uttered before she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always regards this place as a place of LOVE. She said that this is where she had spent the happiest days and that was when she was with you. By the way, she also asked me to give you this." She handed me a parcel and with that she left.
I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated last month. I opened it with shaking hands and started reading........
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I know… by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside, something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed each day that's why the happiest days of my life was… when you were by my side. You just don't know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and dream no more for you were with me. When you were away, I can't stop crying because I was afraid to think that you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all to myself. I may sound selfish but that's how I feel.
Each time, you held me close to you, was like a dream coming true, for to be close to you and feel your heart beating next to mine was like heaven. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much that I even tried to fool myself that you're in love with me too. So many nights I've cried when I think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think that what I'm saying are lies but, I tell you, my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to the one I love. I know you might be thinking of Mark; but I just did that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a young woman, capable of loving and not as the little girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I broke up and I came crying, I just did that to know… how you would react and with that I'll know that you love me too. But I failed for you didn't give me any clue. When our prom night came, you just don't know how happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world. While we were dancing, I wanted so desperately to hear you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance, I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't want you to get the wrong impression so I told him we would talk in the garden. There I explained to him that it's you whom I really love.
What happened next was that I found you missing and later learned that you were searching for me, I just concluded that you saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but then you never gave me a chance to do so. You continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain I've experienced that time. I felt the world crushing on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I wanted to tell you… how much I loved you but I decided that I just couldn't do it. I could not bear to hear that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left.
Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, but still I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.
P.S.: Think of me sometimes... and always remember that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life.
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I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter. I wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her, if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I continued crying softly and whispered, "Oh God, send my love to heaven."
..oh, ...and don't forget your good 'ol tissue paper :P
<3
What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten... that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show...
She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love. I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to a neighboring state at transfer because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when came out the loveliest girl I've ever seen.
She was four years old that time but then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back and then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, "Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So I help her climb up and when she reached the top she then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's Sam, what's yours?" I answered, "My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She smiled and said, "Well I like your name. Hey your tree house's neat!" then I replied, "Thanks! Troy and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball and go biking together. He was my best friend and I kind of miss him you know." She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things you do with Troy and I could be your new best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled and said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held her hand and said, "It's a deal then!"
So that's how it started. So we became best friends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a week's allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything her little heart desires.
The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more.
As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my best friend.
Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feeling hidden.
We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches wherever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at a distance with mixed feelings of anger and hurt! Because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her.
Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team to which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy. Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. Every time we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him. As she passes by me she doesn't know that I whisper the words "God how I love you."
Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up with their break up. Mixed feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because she was free and maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of what I wanted to do.
So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still are both young at heart. So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I could not bear of losing her again by telling her, "I love her". So I just kept my feelings even if it was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.
It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly said, "Well I just thought I would like to spend that night with my best friend." Then she continued in a whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my feelings for her. We… we're silent for a while until I finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your partner Sam. "The she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy I felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!”I ran slowed up so that I would lose which meant having to have her with me for another three hours or more.
Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for her to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a strapless white dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered, "To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then asked, "Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her. When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out her hand bowed and said, "Would you give me the honor of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor. It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell her that she would always be the beacon of light in my darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still haven't done it.
We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get one and when I returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie, where she was but she told me that she doesn't know. So I went to search for her. As I was searching for her, I reached the garden. There I saw two silhouette figures outlined by the moon's silvery light. They were so close to each other that I could never describe the feeling I had when I recognized the white dress that Sam was wearing that night. I just turned and left the gymnasium.
Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of her true feelings for me than to hear from those dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her if she comes into our house. In the hallways, as she approaches I would go to another direction. It also hurts to do those things but then I thought that was the best way to forget her. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride.
The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out the next day. As the program ended, she approached me and handed me a rose. As she stared at me, there was something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that I love her but then she turned and walked away from me.
So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my studies but still I think of her at night. I was always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard not to think of her but still I could not stop myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was done for her. I thought that if I will be successful one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her and by that time, I'm worthy of having her.
It was a year after our graduation when I decided to return home and see her again. I thought a year is too much for me not to see her and during the past year I felt like a person lost in the desert and only the sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her. Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I have loved her for a long time. This time I am determined to let her know my true feelings for her and I could not contain anymore the love I have for her. I reached their house; I saw her elder sister and I approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be a cheerful lady just like my dear Sam. I then asked, "Hi Jen! I guess you're surprised why I'm here. Well I just want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I kind of miss her you know. Mmm… by the way have you seen her?" All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she replied quietly "Come follow me."
I was confused with the way she's acting but still I followed her. As we were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a conversation but she just answered my question briefly. Then I realized that she was leading me to the direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left it, with the same oak tree, Sam and I used to climb up. I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I agreed to be her partner. It's been one of the happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed Sam more than I thought. Then Jen stopped walking and pointed to the tree. She then whispered, "There's Sam."
I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could not believe at what I saw and desperately tried convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare and I would soon wake up. I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching for explanations and she slowly started saying, "It has been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia, but even though she was sick, she never stopped thinking about you. It was even your name she uttered before she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always regards this place as a place of LOVE. She said that this is where she had spent the happiest days and that was when she was with you. By the way, she also asked me to give you this." She handed me a parcel and with that she left.
I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated last month. I opened it with shaking hands and started reading........
******************************
I know… by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside, something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed each day that's why the happiest days of my life was… when you were by my side. You just don't know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and dream no more for you were with me. When you were away, I can't stop crying because I was afraid to think that you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all to myself. I may sound selfish but that's how I feel.
Each time, you held me close to you, was like a dream coming true, for to be close to you and feel your heart beating next to mine was like heaven. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much that I even tried to fool myself that you're in love with me too. So many nights I've cried when I think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think that what I'm saying are lies but, I tell you, my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to the one I love. I know you might be thinking of Mark; but I just did that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a young woman, capable of loving and not as the little girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I broke up and I came crying, I just did that to know… how you would react and with that I'll know that you love me too. But I failed for you didn't give me any clue. When our prom night came, you just don't know how happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world. While we were dancing, I wanted so desperately to hear you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance, I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't want you to get the wrong impression so I told him we would talk in the garden. There I explained to him that it's you whom I really love.
What happened next was that I found you missing and later learned that you were searching for me, I just concluded that you saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but then you never gave me a chance to do so. You continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain I've experienced that time. I felt the world crushing on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I wanted to tell you… how much I loved you but I decided that I just couldn't do it. I could not bear to hear that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left.
Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, but still I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.
P.S.: Think of me sometimes... and always remember that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life.
************************************
I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter. I wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her, if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I continued crying softly and whispered, "Oh God, send my love to heaven."
Saturday, December 13, 2008
emo therapy
Here's a collection of my ALL TIME FAVORITE sad/forlorn/miserable/heartbroken (whatever you may call it) QUOTES
*feel free to add and comment some of yours too :)
<3
minsan gusto kong tumakbo
malayong malayo sa'yo.
baka sakaling makalimutan kita.
kaya lang sa pagtakbo ko,
dala ko parin ang puso ko
na walang ibang laman
kundi pangalan mo.
I sit and wonder..
how could two people talk on the phone every night,
hangout everyweekend,
..and only one of them fell for the other?
eto ako malapit na sa itaas.
tapos na ako sa pagiyak.
tapos na din sa lahat.
Bakit ngayong nsa dulo na ako
Saka ka pa dumating?
Mahuhulog na naman ba ako
ng walang sasalo sakin?
baket ganon?
kung ano ang bawal, yun yung ginagawa naten.
kung ano yung wla, yun ung hinahanap naten.
prang pagmamahal ko sayo, bawal, pero ginagawa ko..
parang pagmamahal mo saken, wala, pero hinahanap ko...
lagi ka nalang may rason..
nakalimutan mong tumawag
nakalimutan mong magtxt
nakalimutan mong magpaalam
pro ingat ka ha...
bka pag naalala mong mahal moko,
nakalimutan na kita.
Ang pag-ibig parang sugal.
Minsan panalo,
minsan talo
Pero ang pinakamasakit sa lahat
yung makita mong panalo ka sana,
pero di ka naman tumaya.
Paano kung sobrang in love ka sa isang tao,
tapos isang araw bumalik ung una mong minahal...
Cno pipiliin mo?
Ung dati na gusto mong balikan?
o yung ngayon na ayaw mong saktan?
my eyes are tired from
shining for someone
whose glance was never mine.
a guy asked his girl:
"what will you feel if i die?"
the girl naughtly smiled and said "i'll be very happy".
the guy fround and went home...
next day, the girl received a call from the guy's mom,
telling her that the guy shot himself and was found dead in his room
the girl cried so much
after a few minutes,
sombody knocked at the door
she opened it but no 1 was there
except a for a short note on the floor
she picked it up, read it.
"il do everything to make you smile..."
minsan may nagmahal sakin
at nangakong hindi ako iiwan
pero hindi natupad!
masakit yun alam mo ba?
kaya kung mahal mo na ko,
pwede ba mahalin mo nalang ako?
wag ka ng mangako.
Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.
Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.
Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo.. Tumitibok lang yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo.
ang puso ko, parang rubik's cube.
may susubok buuin pero susuko rin
may pipilit bumuo pero iiwan din
pero may taong daraan at aayusin
at pag nabuo na
bigla uling sisirain.
natatandaan mo dati umiyak ako??
sabi mo "tahan na, ok lang yan andito naman ako.."
tapos ngayon umiiyak na naman ako.
pero ang sabi mo:
"tahan na, makakalimutan mo rn ako"
alam kong darating ang panahong
malilimutan mo ako.
sino ba naman ko diba?
isang pampagulo
sa masayang buhay mo.
pero tandaan mo,
di kita makakalimutan
dahil ikaw yung
pampasaya
sa magulong
buhay ko.
Ano ba ang pagmamahal?
Yun bang pinaiyak ka na,
Pinatawad mo pa?
Yung nagmahal na ng iba,
Minamahal mo pa?
o yung
kinalimutan ka na,
umaasa ka pa?
sooner or later, il pass away.
when im gone,
i know ul realize howmuch ur cared of,
treasured, and how much i loved you
but then..
do i have to die first before u notice?
sumtyms, you ignore d truth.
sumtyms, you ignore d pain.
sumtyms, you ignore d consequences.
just for someone..
who's always ignoring you.
the reason why i love to sleep
is because my life has a tendency to fall apart
when im awake.
luv hurts when God knows u deserve sum1 else.
wat is unconditional love?
..its when the person you love tears you into pieces
& yet you still smile and say:
"you know what? you dont have to love me back...
..i'll be just fine"
I could be a paper
you can write your feelings,
scrabble your anger,
use me to absorb your tears.
but dont throw me after use.
because when you feel cold,
i'll burn my self just to warm you.
A psychic talking to a ghost..
PHSYCHIC: why did you die?
GHOST: i was hit by a car trying to save someone.
PHSYCHIC: why?
GHOST: because i dont want her to get hurt.
PHSYCHIC: you really love her a lot coz you've
sacrificed your own life just for her.
maybe she's sad now,coz of your death.
GHOST: no. she's verry happy coz the one that i saved is the man that she loves.
Sometimes you just have to put a period on something that has to end,
and not just settle for a comma.
It’s because time will come and you’ll realize
it’s nice to see a complete sentence,
rather than seeing a phrase that’s completely hanging
and doesn’t make any sense.
Magmahal?
Oo nagawa ko na.
Magmakaawa?
Oo, nasubukan ko na.
Nagpakatanga?
Oo, ilang beses na.
Sumuko?
Hinde pa...
pero malapit na.
masasaktan ka ba kung iiwas ako sayo?
kung kakalimutan kta?
kung magmamahal ako ng iba?
siguro hindi.
pero bago ko gawin yun,
gusto ko lang malaman mo,
ako. msasaktan sa gagawin ko.
It's better to love someone you can't have
than to have someone you can't love.
If you see me walking the road with someone else,
it's not because i like her company,
it's because you're not brave enought to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about her all the time,
it's not because she pleases me,
it's because you're too deaf to hear my heart beat.
If you feel me falling for someone new,
it's not because i love her,
it's because you're not there to catch me if i fall.
If you feel lost, i too am nowhere,
i don't know where the road is going.
Whats the sense of
wishing for something
when I always
just wish it away?
You don't die
of a broken heart,
you only wish you do.
Maybe if I had just looked away
that first night you came towards me,
everything would be different
and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.
sometimes, laughing isn't something you do for fun.
it's a relief
when you have nowhere to run
love and death are two uninvited guests.
nobody knows when they come but they do the same work.
one takes the heart, and the other takes its beat.
i've tried to be the
sweetest guy i could be for her...
but it's sad to know..
..she's diabetic
di porket ka-close ka, mahalaga ka na sa kanya..
di porket hinahanap ka, namimiss ka niya..
di porket masaya siya sayo, mahal ka niya..
ginagawa niya lang yun para di ka magmukang tanga.
Alam mo may time na tipong sawa na ako.
Pakiramdam ko, wala na akong halaga sayo.
Sa sama ng loob ko, nanahimik ako at nagtampo.
Pero alam mo ba bakit nandito parin ako?
Kasi mas mahalaga ka kaysa sa nararamdaman ko.
siguro panakip butas lang ako.
masakit, pero kinakaya ko.
mahirap, pero sige parin ako.
dahil alam ko,
ang butas na tinatakpan ko
ay di kayang tumbasan
ng taong mahal mo.
This night, I wish you might take a look at the stars above you.
One of them shall slowly fade and still you might never know...
Sa milyong bituing nakikita mo, ano nga naman sa’yo kung mawala ako?
<3
**take note**
When love leaves you feeling shattered and abandoned, as though the whole world
has crashed down around you, it helps to know that others have walked the path you're on
and lived to reflect and share their feelings with others. No matter how despondent you may feel, realize you are not alone. We've all been crushed by love. No one can avoid the pain of a broken heart, unless, of course, they have no feelings. As a sentient being who has been hurt,
you must allow yourself the space to feel your pain and let it out.
Your tears will initiate the process of healing and whether you believe it right now or not,
one day, you will fall in love again.
*feel free to add and comment some of yours too :)
<3
minsan gusto kong tumakbo
malayong malayo sa'yo.
baka sakaling makalimutan kita.
kaya lang sa pagtakbo ko,
dala ko parin ang puso ko
na walang ibang laman
kundi pangalan mo.
I sit and wonder..
how could two people talk on the phone every night,
hangout everyweekend,
..and only one of them fell for the other?
eto ako malapit na sa itaas.
tapos na ako sa pagiyak.
tapos na din sa lahat.
Bakit ngayong nsa dulo na ako
Saka ka pa dumating?
Mahuhulog na naman ba ako
ng walang sasalo sakin?
baket ganon?
kung ano ang bawal, yun yung ginagawa naten.
kung ano yung wla, yun ung hinahanap naten.
prang pagmamahal ko sayo, bawal, pero ginagawa ko..
parang pagmamahal mo saken, wala, pero hinahanap ko...
lagi ka nalang may rason..
nakalimutan mong tumawag
nakalimutan mong magtxt
nakalimutan mong magpaalam
pro ingat ka ha...
bka pag naalala mong mahal moko,
nakalimutan na kita.
Ang pag-ibig parang sugal.
Minsan panalo,
minsan talo
Pero ang pinakamasakit sa lahat
yung makita mong panalo ka sana,
pero di ka naman tumaya.
Paano kung sobrang in love ka sa isang tao,
tapos isang araw bumalik ung una mong minahal...
Cno pipiliin mo?
Ung dati na gusto mong balikan?
o yung ngayon na ayaw mong saktan?
my eyes are tired from
shining for someone
whose glance was never mine.
a guy asked his girl:
"what will you feel if i die?"
the girl naughtly smiled and said "i'll be very happy".
the guy fround and went home...
next day, the girl received a call from the guy's mom,
telling her that the guy shot himself and was found dead in his room
the girl cried so much
after a few minutes,
sombody knocked at the door
she opened it but no 1 was there
except a for a short note on the floor
she picked it up, read it.
"il do everything to make you smile..."
minsan may nagmahal sakin
at nangakong hindi ako iiwan
pero hindi natupad!
masakit yun alam mo ba?
kaya kung mahal mo na ko,
pwede ba mahalin mo nalang ako?
wag ka ng mangako.
Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.
Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.
Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo.. Tumitibok lang yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo.
ang puso ko, parang rubik's cube.
may susubok buuin pero susuko rin
may pipilit bumuo pero iiwan din
pero may taong daraan at aayusin
at pag nabuo na
bigla uling sisirain.
natatandaan mo dati umiyak ako??
sabi mo "tahan na, ok lang yan andito naman ako.."
tapos ngayon umiiyak na naman ako.
pero ang sabi mo:
"tahan na, makakalimutan mo rn ako"
alam kong darating ang panahong
malilimutan mo ako.
sino ba naman ko diba?
isang pampagulo
sa masayang buhay mo.
pero tandaan mo,
di kita makakalimutan
dahil ikaw yung
pampasaya
sa magulong
buhay ko.
Ano ba ang pagmamahal?
Yun bang pinaiyak ka na,
Pinatawad mo pa?
Yung nagmahal na ng iba,
Minamahal mo pa?
o yung
kinalimutan ka na,
umaasa ka pa?
sooner or later, il pass away.
when im gone,
i know ul realize howmuch ur cared of,
treasured, and how much i loved you
but then..
do i have to die first before u notice?
sumtyms, you ignore d truth.
sumtyms, you ignore d pain.
sumtyms, you ignore d consequences.
just for someone..
who's always ignoring you.
the reason why i love to sleep
is because my life has a tendency to fall apart
when im awake.
luv hurts when God knows u deserve sum1 else.
wat is unconditional love?
..its when the person you love tears you into pieces
& yet you still smile and say:
"you know what? you dont have to love me back...
..i'll be just fine"
I could be a paper
you can write your feelings,
scrabble your anger,
use me to absorb your tears.
but dont throw me after use.
because when you feel cold,
i'll burn my self just to warm you.
A psychic talking to a ghost..
PHSYCHIC: why did you die?
GHOST: i was hit by a car trying to save someone.
PHSYCHIC: why?
GHOST: because i dont want her to get hurt.
PHSYCHIC: you really love her a lot coz you've
sacrificed your own life just for her.
maybe she's sad now,coz of your death.
GHOST: no. she's verry happy coz the one that i saved is the man that she loves.
Sometimes you just have to put a period on something that has to end,
and not just settle for a comma.
It’s because time will come and you’ll realize
it’s nice to see a complete sentence,
rather than seeing a phrase that’s completely hanging
and doesn’t make any sense.
Magmahal?
Oo nagawa ko na.
Magmakaawa?
Oo, nasubukan ko na.
Nagpakatanga?
Oo, ilang beses na.
Sumuko?
Hinde pa...
pero malapit na.
masasaktan ka ba kung iiwas ako sayo?
kung kakalimutan kta?
kung magmamahal ako ng iba?
siguro hindi.
pero bago ko gawin yun,
gusto ko lang malaman mo,
ako. msasaktan sa gagawin ko.
It's better to love someone you can't have
than to have someone you can't love.
If you see me walking the road with someone else,
it's not because i like her company,
it's because you're not brave enought to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about her all the time,
it's not because she pleases me,
it's because you're too deaf to hear my heart beat.
If you feel me falling for someone new,
it's not because i love her,
it's because you're not there to catch me if i fall.
If you feel lost, i too am nowhere,
i don't know where the road is going.
Whats the sense of
wishing for something
when I always
just wish it away?
You don't die
of a broken heart,
you only wish you do.
Maybe if I had just looked away
that first night you came towards me,
everything would be different
and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.
sometimes, laughing isn't something you do for fun.
it's a relief
when you have nowhere to run
love and death are two uninvited guests.
nobody knows when they come but they do the same work.
one takes the heart, and the other takes its beat.
i've tried to be the
sweetest guy i could be for her...
but it's sad to know..
..she's diabetic
di porket ka-close ka, mahalaga ka na sa kanya..
di porket hinahanap ka, namimiss ka niya..
di porket masaya siya sayo, mahal ka niya..
ginagawa niya lang yun para di ka magmukang tanga.
Alam mo may time na tipong sawa na ako.
Pakiramdam ko, wala na akong halaga sayo.
Sa sama ng loob ko, nanahimik ako at nagtampo.
Pero alam mo ba bakit nandito parin ako?
Kasi mas mahalaga ka kaysa sa nararamdaman ko.
siguro panakip butas lang ako.
masakit, pero kinakaya ko.
mahirap, pero sige parin ako.
dahil alam ko,
ang butas na tinatakpan ko
ay di kayang tumbasan
ng taong mahal mo.
This night, I wish you might take a look at the stars above you.
One of them shall slowly fade and still you might never know...
Sa milyong bituing nakikita mo, ano nga naman sa’yo kung mawala ako?
<3
**take note**
When love leaves you feeling shattered and abandoned, as though the whole world
has crashed down around you, it helps to know that others have walked the path you're on
and lived to reflect and share their feelings with others. No matter how despondent you may feel, realize you are not alone. We've all been crushed by love. No one can avoid the pain of a broken heart, unless, of course, they have no feelings. As a sentient being who has been hurt,
you must allow yourself the space to feel your pain and let it out.
Your tears will initiate the process of healing and whether you believe it right now or not,
one day, you will fall in love again.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
the Christmas blog debut
OMG. (getting my calendar)... (scribbling some words)... Dec 11 2008 :) -my first OFFICIAL (because back at grade school, we were FORCED to do these kinds of things) blog entry. confetti anyone?? thanks.
whew. gotta catch my breath. wait. what happened to Chrstmas? is it just me or is Christmas in the Philippines getting colder and colder? :( ZZ ...oh i just remembered. i still have a folk dance class tomorrow morning and i'm still dumped at the computer sharing my uncultivated thoughts about the ICE COLD (caps lock on!! yeah) Christmas of 2009. forget about my dance class. what about your thoughts on Christmas this year?
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told 'ya. worry not!! we're not alone. thousands (exaggerating...) of my friends feel the same. yipeee. *wait* why am i happy? haha just kidding. is love the reason of feeling blue this season? uhmmmm. a big NO. in fact, even the award winning PDA couples of our universitiy feel this kind of melancholy, gloom, desolation. (ooops. abused the exaggeration.. sorry). hmmm money? WTF!... who suffers who from scarcity during christmas season?!? i mean everyone's got their ninangs, super fake santa clauses, sugar mommies etc. for their financial bliss. even the kids in the time of Lapu-Lapu got their share of wealth during seasons of plenty, i guess...
arghh. hit me! (waphaak).. thanks.. tell me to stick to the topic...... school? friends? Arroyo's reign? a lost DOTA game? lack of snow? i'm wasting eternity here trying to figure out something unfigure-outtable (yey how bout that Webster?). Christmas begins with yourself. REALLY. enough with the super cheesy lines from Edward Cullen... Chrsitmas begins with you. you and you. spread the love. :) for God's sake, why do we keep on counting things we don't have and take for granted the things that are just on our doorstep? (woah.. i sounded like my 2nd year Religion teacher that moment).. im 99% sure ALL of you have SOMETHING to be thankful for.. (except Eva Fonda.. that unlucky girl tsktsk).. hmm maybe a 1.5 graded exam should be well-thanked for. a sweet suitor should also be included in our thanksgiving prayers. dont forget the fair sunny day when you and your barkada had you gimmick. isn't that a nice blessing? well... (woah!! my dance class!!!) waaaa. oh well. just tell someone u love him/her. who knows... you'll be sending that person to his/her Eden with just that line... (sorry Edward Cullen). oh well.. gotta call it a day :)
and by the way.... can i have your picture??? .......i just wanna show santa what i want for christmas :D
Verrry Merrry Christmas everyone!
whew. gotta catch my breath. wait. what happened to Chrstmas? is it just me or is Christmas in the Philippines getting colder and colder? :( ZZ ...oh i just remembered. i still have a folk dance class tomorrow morning and i'm still dumped at the computer sharing my uncultivated thoughts about the ICE COLD (caps lock on!! yeah) Christmas of 2009. forget about my dance class. what about your thoughts on Christmas this year?
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told 'ya. worry not!! we're not alone. thousands (exaggerating...) of my friends feel the same. yipeee. *wait* why am i happy? haha just kidding. is love the reason of feeling blue this season? uhmmmm. a big NO. in fact, even the award winning PDA couples of our universitiy feel this kind of melancholy, gloom, desolation. (ooops. abused the exaggeration.. sorry). hmmm money? WTF!... who suffers who from scarcity during christmas season?!? i mean everyone's got their ninangs, super fake santa clauses, sugar mommies etc. for their financial bliss. even the kids in the time of Lapu-Lapu got their share of wealth during seasons of plenty, i guess...
arghh. hit me! (waphaak).. thanks.. tell me to stick to the topic...... school? friends? Arroyo's reign? a lost DOTA game? lack of snow? i'm wasting eternity here trying to figure out something unfigure-outtable (yey how bout that Webster?). Christmas begins with yourself. REALLY. enough with the super cheesy lines from Edward Cullen... Chrsitmas begins with you. you and you. spread the love. :) for God's sake, why do we keep on counting things we don't have and take for granted the things that are just on our doorstep? (woah.. i sounded like my 2nd year Religion teacher that moment).. im 99% sure ALL of you have SOMETHING to be thankful for.. (except Eva Fonda.. that unlucky girl tsktsk).. hmm maybe a 1.5 graded exam should be well-thanked for. a sweet suitor should also be included in our thanksgiving prayers. dont forget the fair sunny day when you and your barkada had you gimmick. isn't that a nice blessing? well... (woah!! my dance class!!!) waaaa. oh well. just tell someone u love him/her. who knows... you'll be sending that person to his/her Eden with just that line... (sorry Edward Cullen). oh well.. gotta call it a day :)
and by the way.... can i have your picture??? .......i just wanna show santa what i want for christmas :D
Verrry Merrry Christmas everyone!
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